My Absence..

When it comes to blogging, I know I've been slacking quite alot..

But I need to let out and vent, My ego is too big to admit it but everyday it's getting harder to repress those nasty feelings..

I'm feeling used and abused, she's a close a friend of mine when I see her my face lights and I can't contain my smile..

lately she's been away only calling or texting because she wants something from me or needs me to get her something and once she done 5alas she doesn't even wanna bother chatting or checking what's up? and when I call her to attend our gatherings or girlies outings she'd be like no I can't busy and such which I know it's a lie!

Ya3ney elma9la7a shlon gayla? I know if I confronted her I won't tolerated her lies by then I'd blow up and she won't hear the bitter facts which she knows it's true but won't admit..

I got married, and you know the weight of responsibilities each newlywed goes into but I never slacked when it came to my friends and family , I consider my friends as family members not seeing them once a week at least and not to forget 2-3 phone calls just saying hello and shlonej?

She got married and turned to someone else, I'm at the bottom of the list not even bothering to buzz unless she needs or wants something as I mentioned ..

I still can't understand why sum girls give up everything when they get married? sheli t'3ayar?

5abzeenej o 3ayneenej ! O elmoshkila after a while when she finds that everyone steered away from her she decided she wanna comeback and hurt us again acclaiming e7na mafeena 5air !

Out of all people I didn't think she'd do that, alot of you would tell me if she doesn't care then why do you care? I simply can't !

But you know if there was a glimpse of hope that she'd fight for me or at least aknowledge the strong frienship we shared, I might have excused her but I know she surrenders too quickly and wouldn't even bother..

Broken friendship ? No doubt :(

On another note, the first two weeks of the holy month passed quickly , no?

Didn't feel hungry at all, but thirsty most of the time but now when the month came to an end hunger is getting quite nasty !

My stomache is always growling, pangs of hunger won't stop and I'm constantly craving food ..

I'm craving Mushroom pizza, burgers, french fries and Mushroom rissoto all at once :/

and lost 4.5 kilo's so far !

- I've been quite inspired by the latest efforts of High steert q8, Meblogging and Thezuz for their personal fashion posts which are quite good since we need such blogs that translates the Kuwaiti fashion inputs , especially for Muhajababes which happens to be behind the scenes alot.. Such Idea been raoming through my head for quite a while but still I want to have different opinions yes/no and why? As for the bloggers I mentioned above I applaude you for your wonderful efforts :**

One last thing before I wrap, what's your Eid plans? Did you get your ouftits ready? As for myself I'm still not sure about our Eid plans but my annouce when the time comes, as for outfits I got loads from UK but still needs to match sum veils and such.

Yours, ZaboOo6a