An Acknowledgement..

Writing this post I take myself 6 years back, 2004 to be exact when I first met Noura. We were freshmans in Kuwait University, rigid but filled with high expectations. Gradually our friendship grew stronger day by day. We took classes together, skipped some as well , escaped to Marina Mall during our breaks, enjoyed a cup of Coffee at CBTL every now and then..

Noura became one of my best friends and maybe one of the closest ppl to my heart, at our Senior Noura told me she got engaged, I was beyond ecstatic that day she called me while I was taking a walk at Mishref couldn't contain myself from jumping up and down outta happiness..

I don't deny a while after a sad feeling crept to my heart I was telling myself yeah here comes another marriage and here goes my friend..

She'd be gone and never heard off again.. Was feeling sorry for our soon to be lost friendship..

But for my surprise she proved me wrong, since she got married until now our friendship grew stronger each day, we had a fair share of ups and downs every now and then..

However, it didn't set apart and I've been into the worst time of my life Noura's arms was one of the first I reached for and found instantly by my side..

You were my shoulder to cry on, without you and Fara7 rushing by my side I wud've lost my mind..

God bless your hearts, and keep you safe and sound..

Remember His you're blessed for having a true Gem in your live, make sure to please her and put God watchful eyes before you.. She's you're other half.. and Someday the mother of your childern..

Otherwise you'd have to deal with me , elbnaya waraha gbayal :Pp j/k

Moreover, As I posted beforehand that my blog reached it's Three years already..

When I first started it and called it my memoirs to manage to captivate my memories wether it's sad and happy .. it's true it's been there for me for quite alot.. but everything shall eventually come to an End and sadly my memoirs as well.

Nevertheless, I have to acknowledge each and everyone of you for being there for me:

1. Ansam : Glad to have the honor of meeting you, wonderful family and such

wonderful sisters.

" Allah y5aleekum 7ag ba3a'6"

2. Amethyst: Lil' mama I'm over the sky for you, and inshallah your baby would arrive to this world safely, spending time with you is something I always look forward to !



3. Basma 13cups: You might not remember but I enjoyed interviewing you back on CFW, keep up the good deed babe !



4. The Boudoir: Eventhough I stumpled upon your blog recently, allow me to say that I have been touched by your outstanding personality, an amazed by your

strength..

Just stay the way you are and never change, would you remain

strong and keep inspiring us all?

5. Chikapappi: the Lovely mother to be, and the first commentor on my blog *yup I still remember* Love your energy , and please remain full of life as I always pictured you :*


6. Danderma: Allow me to call you my Godmother, when I seek your advice I

know relief shall fall upon me you have a very profound opinion and such

a deep experience.. You simply manage to draw a smile on my face ..

" I'm proud to call you my friend"

7. DandoOon: A lovely young sister with such a captivating smile and those

glittering eyes that brings me back to life, love you doOn :*

8. Delicately Realistic: Best wishes dear, I really hope you achieve alot more.



9. Enigma: I knew a little about you, however we immediately clicked.. hopefully our

friendship would witness alot more..

10. Eshda3wa: Whatever I say, mawafeej 7agej wallah shahadty majroo7a feeej :**

11. Fourme: You went along way such a true survivor, whenever I'm down I just

log into your blog and suddenly my pain seems minor comparing to what's

you're goin through..

Simply, I feel ashamed for letting such little things get into me. While you on the other hand Humbly stood between the hands of God and asked for mercy, but still solid from the and never lost faith..

Allah yshafeej o y3afeej eb 7aq 3ainah eli matnam..

12. Hi-Maintenance: What would I do without you're wonderful blog and your

beauty/makeup tips.

13. Journal Entries: I feel had known you for so long, sadly I never got around to

meet you.

14.Laialy: The lovely young lady with the endless shoes addiction :**




15. Ms.Loala: Yohooo, you've been soarly missed! Coming back anytime soon I hope?




16. MiyaFushi: Groovy lady with hilarious posts :*

17. No3ik: You truly touchare.. my heart Om 3boud, such a wonderful mother..

I know I'm not that close to you but I can tell how much of a good friend you

are..

18. Noon & Fayour: Whoever didn't meet those lovely sister , 6affah ne9 3umrah !

I was glad to see you again this weekend ..

19. NewBride: I know someday our new bride is gonna be a new mama, you're terribly sweet

and truly genuine when I see you, Immediately I know inah eldenya lel7een eb 5air..

20- Shayouma: The lovely mother of three, didn't get to know you personally but hopefully when the time is right we could be actual friends :**, don't forget my offer regarding baby Ali

*giggles*

21. Shoush-Randomness: Not around the blogsphere any more, yet still in touch


in the real world.. a close friend and down to earth .. love you babes :**

22. iLSul6ana: I owe you alot, and I really appreciate you for believing in me..




23. Socomocco: My beloved cousin, twin, and sister.. Far more mature than her early age..

When you lost your dad I felt like losing mine for the second time as well..

Just keep up the good deed and keep working on your blog , you're still doing a good Job.

24. Swair: Mummy Swair, you're energy is contagious and your presense simply lights up the room .. If all the teachers were like you our educational future would be

alot brighter :**



25. Roro iLsha5bo6a: An old college friend, glad to meet you back here in the

blogsphere.




26. The Zuz: The lil' fashionista with the bubbly personality whom I got to meet

recently..

Keep the good stuff coming :**



27. Yara: You're long gone, but meeting you at Ansam's was my pleasure.. Hope

you'd come back to blogging soon !

There's lots more, such as Manal, Swera, Yours truly, Confashions, LBT, Chilloutq8, Sebamboot, Ra1, Estekana, Glitter, Modish, Alf Laila,MeBlogging, HighStreetq8,Cute Nemo,Jacquies,Moi,Pisces Chick,Skinnybumblebee, Ke7el, Om 3azoz and Stand Alone..

If I forgot anyone please forgive me but that's as far as I can recall..

Thanx for being apart of memoirs, and sharing big parts of your life with me ..

On my wedding, I carried a photo frame as my flower bouquet I somewhat thought it would manage to captivate the lovely mermories from now on..

Unfortunetly it didn't..

I apologize if I did or said anything that might have upsetted you in anyway possible.. Cause you my readers are the best memoirs holder..

God bliss you all..

With lots of hugs and Kisses

Yours Zabo0o6a

I can't believe it's been THREE years already, Happy Birthday dear blog !

رقصوا على نوحي وأعوالي وأطربهم أنيني

وتحاملوا ظلما وعدوانا علي وأرهقوني

وهناك معشر منهم أف لهم كم ضايقوني

هذا رماني بالشذوذ وذا رماني بالجنون

وهناك منهم من رماني بالخلاعة والمجون

وتطاول المتعصبون وماكفرت وكفروني

وأنا الأبية النفس ذات الوجدان والشرف المصون

الله يشهد علي وما أنا بالذليلة المستكينة

لادر درهم فلو حزت النضار لألهوني

أو بعدت وجداني بأسواق النفاق لأنفقوني

أو رحت أحرق في الدواوين البخور لأنصفوني

*cries*

My Absence..

When it comes to blogging, I know I've been slacking quite alot..

But I need to let out and vent, My ego is too big to admit it but everyday it's getting harder to repress those nasty feelings..

I'm feeling used and abused, she's a close a friend of mine when I see her my face lights and I can't contain my smile..

lately she's been away only calling or texting because she wants something from me or needs me to get her something and once she done 5alas she doesn't even wanna bother chatting or checking what's up? and when I call her to attend our gatherings or girlies outings she'd be like no I can't busy and such which I know it's a lie!

Ya3ney elma9la7a shlon gayla? I know if I confronted her I won't tolerated her lies by then I'd blow up and she won't hear the bitter facts which she knows it's true but won't admit..

I got married, and you know the weight of responsibilities each newlywed goes into but I never slacked when it came to my friends and family , I consider my friends as family members not seeing them once a week at least and not to forget 2-3 phone calls just saying hello and shlonej?

She got married and turned to someone else, I'm at the bottom of the list not even bothering to buzz unless she needs or wants something as I mentioned ..

I still can't understand why sum girls give up everything when they get married? sheli t'3ayar?

5abzeenej o 3ayneenej ! O elmoshkila after a while when she finds that everyone steered away from her she decided she wanna comeback and hurt us again acclaiming e7na mafeena 5air !

Out of all people I didn't think she'd do that, alot of you would tell me if she doesn't care then why do you care? I simply can't !

But you know if there was a glimpse of hope that she'd fight for me or at least aknowledge the strong frienship we shared, I might have excused her but I know she surrenders too quickly and wouldn't even bother..

Broken friendship ? No doubt :(

On another note, the first two weeks of the holy month passed quickly , no?

Didn't feel hungry at all, but thirsty most of the time but now when the month came to an end hunger is getting quite nasty !

My stomache is always growling, pangs of hunger won't stop and I'm constantly craving food ..

I'm craving Mushroom pizza, burgers, french fries and Mushroom rissoto all at once :/

and lost 4.5 kilo's so far !

- I've been quite inspired by the latest efforts of High steert q8, Meblogging and Thezuz for their personal fashion posts which are quite good since we need such blogs that translates the Kuwaiti fashion inputs , especially for Muhajababes which happens to be behind the scenes alot.. Such Idea been raoming through my head for quite a while but still I want to have different opinions yes/no and why? As for the bloggers I mentioned above I applaude you for your wonderful efforts :**

One last thing before I wrap, what's your Eid plans? Did you get your ouftits ready? As for myself I'm still not sure about our Eid plans but my annouce when the time comes, as for outfits I got loads from UK but still needs to match sum veils and such.

Yours, ZaboOo6a

Danderma

The Sweetest Neqsa Ever!

Thanx alot sweety ;*, o 3saj men 3wadah !

مبارك عليكم الشهر وعساكم من عوادة

"اللهم أهله علينا بالأمن والأمان والسلامة والإسلام والعافية المجللة ودفاع الأسقام والعون على الصلاة والصيام وتلاوة القرآن، اللهم سلمنا لرمضان وسلمه لنا وتسلمه منا متقبلا حتى ينقضي ، وقد غفرت لنا ورحمتنا و عفوت عنا فمن صامه وقامه ايمانا واحتسابا غفر له ماتقدم من ذنبه وما تأخر''

I apologise for the lack of posting, due to mom's illness, planning my bestie's wedding and a death of a family member..

Your's

ZaboOo6a

This Weekend certainly passed with a diffiicult un easiness, I couldn't push the gloomy cloud that darkened my days..

6.8.1991

We lost a beloved father, husband, brother, friend, teacher, a quite precious family member..

May your soul rest in peace ..

"اللهم ارحم من اشتاقت لهم أرواحنا تحت التراب"