-Work can be described by this : "وهناك منهم معشر أفّ لهم كم ضايقوني", two employees of the department filed a complaint against me and to be honest this was my wake up call , limme tell you why:
- They accused me of being nafseya ; partially true since I'm tired most
of the time not having energy to interact.
- Work wise I'm 100% , socialwise : 0%
- Women are utterly jealous creatures.
- My problem is that I keep telling myself i need to extend my group of pals and make new friends but when i get the chance to meet new ppl i just sit in my shell ! Don't even give the person a glimpse of my personality .
- I'm trying my best to work on not to rely on my friends , If they favoured me I'd do likewise, there's no need for me to kill myself for anyone unless if i know they'd do the same which apparently they will never do.
- I need to put myself first and before everything else, never put ppl before me unless it's for my own good " even my mom seems to put everything before me" which hurts alot :(
- Why does marriage makes ppl change? today they're ur best friends but after marriage practically strangers, they'll act weird and try shut you down. " Ms.loala & NewBride I can feel you "
- Dear Sis " i never seem to understand you? you seem to be trying your best in makin' it harder , i tried my best but it's time for me to let go"
- Dear M " you'll never know what you have until it's gone , 7emdaay rabej 3al e3ma eli intay feeha !"
- My cousin " Om Dmai3a" : " Mabrook sweety , allah yhaneej inshallah o nsho0f 3yaalej eli ra7 y6l33on akeed moz3eejeen :Pp " Macaholic 3o2balic ;)
- Dear Chika " Never change cuz we love you the way you are, and never let anyone undermine you "
Dear H " It took me quite so long to even mention ur name , if ur reading this i wanna tell you that u made a better person outta of me which made me appreciate myself and what i have even more. i stepped the forbidden path for you sake only !which made me proud of who i am and what i am , proud of my mom's raising and the environment i was brought up with.
True that i gave up some of my standards during the time i spent with you .
I enjoyed having you as a friend and i hope it will stay the same .. It was my pleasure meeting such person .. with unlimited inquiries and quirky personality.."
- That's all for now folks :)
Xoxo,
Zabo0o6a

yourself !" 

